Aim to be great and Master of Marshal Arts

Some days before when I got to know that my love is now happy, then I set my targets.
The targets which I have set before the years.

"TO Be Great or Worst"
Now it is the right time to perform this so that I can finalize my life.
I am sure that GOD ll help me.

Sync. Mental Depths

There are some words to share with ........ let me wait for that right time.
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Waiting :)

When I was titled Selfish!!!

Hey Friends,

Its the way of life... and harsh memories of my life...which I am going to share with you all.

It was the start of February when we shifted our college from one place to another. I was charged to manage that college and administration overall.

When I finished shifting the college. My grand BOSS told me that now start the overall supervission regarding building and location advertisement.

I was very straight and "GONGLOO" who even doesnot know to deal with challenges in life well. Meanwhile after 2-3 months I got a friend (these days was really very fantastic, cute and innocent). I really love these memories..

I did not know whats love and how to do friendship with girls. It was really first and last chance for me to become sooo much sincere to some one special.

After some time I fallen in LOVE with her (... ) But I was sincere and she too... I did not know what are the hurdles comming in this way. We started our days n night with lot of loughters and love. But we did not know whats happening near future.

She was asked to leave me... But she took action in such a way that she inhaled tablet to harm herself. when I was informed she was in Hospital. I was shocked but I could not do anything else. Just I to take patience. After this I involved in deep LOVE with her... I could not leave her in this way. Then I realized that her brother was informed about my conversation with her and LOVE matters.

He pick cell phone from her... and warned not to contact with me. Then He contacted with me and enquired about me. I told him that I want to meet him. I met him in his office.... and requested him to please do something such that we can live with each other. But he was in anger. and refusted and asked me not to contact with her in any case.

Since then I am alone and till now. What I have to do... What I am doing... I dont know... Even a single word when I speak about LOVE, I remember that person... I really loved that one madly.... I am getting mad now....Then I titled myself a "SELFISH PERSON" Coz she is married now and have a beautifull KID.

But all of my sadness and worries go in vain when I came to know that She is Happy... and you know dears....

I AM ALSO VERY HAPPY KNOWING THAT SHE IS "HAPPY".

Thinking that real LOVE is to think and do better, good for the person whom you LOVE...

I really LOVE that one... and still loving.... ........... Ah! Its sweat enough for me... :)

The Pain I feel!!!

I can feel the pain,

Feel the rain,

wasting away,

I don’t think I’ll ever be the same,

But there’s no one else,

There’s no one else to….

No one else to blame,

I don’t think I’ll ever be the same.
Wasting away, wasting away
With this pain I feel,

Losing touch of what is real,

Wishing I could make some sort of deal,

Wishing for some final meal,

As I see the breaking of the seals.

Lost the feel,

Crossed the line of what is fake and what is real….
Fading away, fading away
How can people live this way,

Continue to wake up another day,

Always excuses,

things to say,

How do they keep the pain and insanity at bay?
Reality fading away,

dreams become reality
There all….All such fools,

Breaking the rules,

I’m asking you,

Do you know what to do?

My PRO-FILE

Name: Muhammmad Waqas,

D.O.B: 05-Jan-1989

Education: F.Sc (Pre-Engg), B.Com (PU Lhr)

Professional Qualification: PIPFA

Skills: Computer Basics + Windows, Internet, etc

Experience: Teaching, Administration, Trading, Accountant

This is my first life page on net

Aslam O Alaikum,
Dear Visitors, This is myfirst uploaded page from my diary. Let us see, for what I use it.....

Regrets